This song is my first ever drop on Sound.xyz. It's about looking back on how I mistreated someone and can’t stop replaying all of the bad times in my head. The track describes the feeling of wishing the very best for someone even though they don’t want anything to do with you anymore. I’ve definitely made a lot of mistakes in the past and I touch on it in my writing. I am very inspired by the production of Whethan and I love the idea of having a soft vocal on top of a hard hitting beat. "i cannot h8 u" was produced by JNabs Beats, and he absolutely killed it. We made this song in Arizona and I ended up filming a run and gun music video at an airplane hangar in the middle of nowhere. It was super spur of the moment. Crazy what can happen when you call around and aren't afraid to ask people. Hope you enjoy the track <3