This song is about drug addiction and the effects it has on many of life's relationships. feeling unable to control oneself. unable to help oneself. unable to make it on-time to anything you might have wanted to. almost like watching everything you do from the third person. being on the flight but not being the pilot. "They left you lying on the side of the road, I know you're dying but just try to hold on, applying pressure baby cover the wound, and i'll be there as soon as i'm out this hole." I made this song with an old friend, using a macbook, logic, bass guitar, drums, and a microphone, in a small home studio. artwork/gif created using poetry and deforum's colab notebook. <3 hope this song helps anybody struggling with their own addictions. have a wonderful blessed year.